I have tons of excuses for not updating this blog for the last couple of months(like grief, the flu, life and other things) Lucky for me I have a Sister who is awesome, and definitely better at blogging than me.
The thing is that it doesn’t matter wich excuse I try to use it all comes down to the fact that I don’t know what to write.
I would like to write something nice about dad who I miss so much that I almost start to cry just by writing this. But the words fail me and nothing seems good enough.
I would like to write encouraging things about the biking challenge, wich was won by sisters friend in an impressive way.
I really want to write about the disease that struck our family like a fast train, leaving everybody in a situation where we lost a family member who we did not want to lose, and we now need to re-define our lives and thoughts and ways of doing things. And that is all a bit overwhelming.
So I’ll think I’ll wait till the cold and gray Sweden bursts in to spring and perhaps that will make things feel a tiny bit better and I’ll get the inspiration to write. Until the I’ll put my energy into making the days work, hanging out with the best people in the world, My Family and My friends.